Hidden Desires.....

Saturday, March 31, 2007

A Brand New Resolution

Ahahahahaha. Wellll, it has been a while since i've blogged properly. I'm doing this cause my mother is occupying the computer downstairs, so i'm using my sis's laptop. YES U HEARD THAT NOOBS. NEW LAPTOP CORE DUO DUNNO WHAT BULLSHIT LA. XD. Nvm the emo post down there. HEHE. Anyways, ok so basically i screwed EST up, which was a big disappointment, as it is liek, THE FIRST ENGLISH SUBJECT I GOT a B3. W00T. Lol... i just realized that u needed "ADDITIONAL INFO" which i have convienently forgotten. Anyways my percentage is less than satisfying, but at least i haven't failed anything. So now alot of current activities going on, like the MPS, and TAYLORS DEBATE. OMG WEI. I am liek so doomed, as we've got the downside on the motion. I hope we are able to scrape through this round. No wait, i need to be confident. WE WILL TRASH SEAFIELD. U HEARD THAT? :D.... D:

Okay err... so hw is liek usual, but i just can't stand a CERTAIN TEACHER WHO DECIDED THAT SHE SHOULD TAKE MARKS OFF MY EXAMS BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T LIKE ME, AND TOLD ME THAT THERE IS SUCH A STUPID THING CALLED TEACHER'S DISCRESSION WHEN THEY MINUS MARKS. Well.... whatever. you wanna minus my marks? Go ahead. FAILED ME. FOR ALL I CARE. WHY? CAUSE I KNOW I GOT AN A, AND URE JUST TRYING TO MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE. IN FACT U KNOW WHAT? I WILL PURPOSELY FAIL YOUR SUBJECT NEXT TERM, AND THAN I JUST TELL MY MotHER I HAVE A CRUMMY TEACHER AND THATS WHY I FAILED. BOOOO D:. k thx XD

Monday, March 26, 2007

The Fatal Facts Of Life.

Well, here I am, once again, torn into pieces by something that looks so sweet yet tastes so bitter. Well first off let's just say i got real annoyed when this NEW BLOGGER thing a ma jig screwed my entire blogger background, so yea, i'll find another one some time soon. Meanwhile, just look at the err... new design? Whatever. Anyways, i'm just here to talk about the MEAN, HARD, COLD facts of life.

Does anyone here knows how does it feel to be an outcast? Where you are all alone in this vast world full of people who discriminates and scorns and you at even the slightest difference imaginable? Well, these are the cold hard facts of life. People hate the different, fear the different, despise the different, and to couple that all, they shun them into one side and start teasing them, poking fun at them, making them a social outcast, and eventually drive them into suicidal situation. Call me melancholic, call me a pessimist, call me anything you want. I'm done for with this wretched world, where everytime it seems like there is a ray of light out there for you, whenever you reach for it thunder strikes you and sends you off into another dimension. Oh shucks, I'm so emotional right now, I don't even know what I'm writing. Well, pathetic isn't it? Yes, oh the woes and toes of rejection. Well, eventually i'll have to move on. But maybe not just yet. Maybe....

In other news, I didn't fail a single subject, nor touched the below 50 border yet. So yea i'm pretty happy with my first term results, especially the sciences, and sejarah, which i did not study at all, and managed to scrap a B4. So yea things might be looking up? I don't know for sure. All i know is that I'm living life in the present, and I'm hating it more and more by the moment. Bye Peeps.

PS: I'll get that chat box up asap. As soon as i get my new skin. ahaha.